For the most part, I only paint to move thoughts and feelings that aren't otherwise expressed. I rarely think about giving them away or selling them because so much raw energy is expressed in the process.

However, wanting to have a more structured process during artmaking made me consider something new – "What would I want to be thinking or feeling in the process of making a painting that would leave me feeling okay with it being in someone's house, potentially forever?"

Simultaneously, I'm working on a book about relationships and how I've changed in my approach to intimacy.

The thought I had about the paintings made me realize something important at the heart of relationships, too. "What would I want to leave in someone else's (metaphorical) house, potentially forever?" What energy do I want to offer others? For me, this is a major sea change in how I'm willing to live. I'm more interested in what I'm offering than in what's coming back. I'm more interested in maintaining a clear focus than ever before.

I want to care for others and see the best in them while still celebrating who I am. (I can't always do all that, but the intention is there.) Whatever I paint – whether it's on a piece of wood or through words and action – I want to be something that the other person will feel good about having in their life.